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the first group i met up after my Japan trip.

Marc, me, Xy and cheowlit

It's been years since i last met them but everyone's still the same... including me. it's feel so good to meet up with u guys again... :)

Thanks for asking me to join u, Xy but den ar... hahhaa... Soooorry i'm late.... xia bu wei li. ok? well... gonna see u this sunday again. haha... so till then... take care!

cheowlit really reminds me of Ggp.. haha.. Gg... next time if u see him in Malaysia say hi okie... haha...

left: this is wad they say: a small gal with a big appettite.

actually... i wanna squeeze it in my huge bag. -______-

right: kinda obvious... she's mine! opps*

and lastly the trio without Boon kiat (heard that u are a dog-trainer in NS. haha... Interesting)

Japan

I can’t recall the places I’ve visited in Japan. The names of the places are jus so unfamiliar. The trip to Japan was all good. And I finally get a chance to experience snow. I’m grateful that it was a short experience or there will be too many delays in the journey. It can really be a hassle and it makes travelling on the road more difficult and dangerous. Basically, the trip there was enriching… beautiful weather, people, landscape, architecture etc. but of cuz all these depends on the location and the population too… so these factors are not well distributed throughout the country.

Let’s talk about the people. All these sources are from my tour guide so I’m jus typing wad he said. Maybe, u can take note of these when u are in Japan.

• it’s not respectful for jap girls to leave the house without makeup. So all jap girls wear makeup. Even students… I noticed. The least they have is mascara… (dunno how to spell)
  
• In the past.. japs were described as “Everyday” (eh-bui-deh in hokkien: short and fat) but not anymore. The new japs are tall and slim.
  diet is kinda “in” in japans and there are very little fat people in japan compared to America. But many died becuz of taking medicine made in china.
  
• for some reasons, they detest Koreans. Haha… my tour guide said if we did anything wrong and were asked of our nationality, “jus say that u are from korea” (no offense) and they are also very cautious when dealing with the chinese from china.
  
• although they refuse to admit, their first emperor was from china during the qing dynasty when that guy was suppose to bring the pill for longevity for qing shi wang together with 500 men and women. Instead, he came and introduced many reforms which saved the people from famine and poverty. Thus, he was known to be a hero and eventually their “emperor”.
  
• when qing shi wang sent army over to catch the guy back, he pretended to be dead and asked the villages to hang some things which I forgot as a sign to respect the passing of a very honourable man. So the guards reported his death to qing shi wang. The people did not know the actual reason for the things which the “king’ asked them to hang. All they know was that the army came and when they saw wad they hanged, they left. So, it became wad they thought that could ward off the evil and these things can be found in the temples.
  
• they also refuse to admit that there's natives in japan cuz if they do, they have to pay them a huge sum of $$ for the use of their land.

Enuff said, I cant stand my poor English. Shall use pictures now. Haha…

lake, brigde, mountain. best place to build a house. imagine the fresh air u inhale every morning. and the perfect place to reside after a long day of work. the water is so clear u can see everything inside. and it's drinking water from the nearby Mt fuji.

another angle. i was standing on the bridge in the previous photo. nice place? can see the mountain too but not in this pic.

now u see it. that's mt fuji.

group photo with mt fuji behind.

free green tea. not that fantastic but perfect for a snowing day. some of the machines actually show the process of how the drink is made. cool right. and i have yet to see any drink vendors and the tour guide also mentioned that all drinks are sold by these dummies.

side tracking from the scenery... i was quite fascinated when i first saw this.

do u noe wad this is? yes... it is found in the toilet. the pics says alot right... haha... indeed. this is technology... haha.. it helps u clean ur butt or ur asshole with jus a click. u can choose the speed and the amount of water. interesting? i heard although the water may be a lil too warm for one's liking, it is actually quite accurate. haha... i, personally, din try it. haha...

there's alot more pics i wanna share but they are in my brother's camera... haiz.. some other time ba.

5th day

after slacking the whole day yesterday playing PS2, wreaking and crashing cars and being a couch potato... i decided that i should spend my time more wisely... so... this morning i woke up early so that i can follow my parents to work.

o ya... i din mention about my new maid... she's fantastic. haha... make me feel so important. wahha... anyway back to the topic.

well... one good thing being an warly bird and follow them to work is that u'll definitely get to eat good food. haha... yummy... that's wad i need.. FOOD! GOOD FOOD!
my dad suggested to me that i should read this book "the 49 details to decide execution" well... i think it's some decision making things... not too sure but... he only pass me the book after we reached home at night and it's in CHINESE!!! please do not think my chinese is very good. i'm so tired after being out the whole day. i'll start reading tmr. :)

met up with my piggy and her bf... had a chat with them... it's nice seeing her again... haha... after that my dad encouraged me to attend a presentation. haha... i have no idea what are they really toking about and my mind jus keep wandering off track. bleah*

anyway... haha... did some shopping... bot some clothes with really reasonable price. dunno why it is so cheap too... Bum equipment at OG. jeans and skirt selling at merely 26 bucks. so cheap!!! some fila t-shirts selling at 10 bucks only... not biggie... not too fancy of the brand but jus bot it cuz it's cheap. haha.... well... why waste $$ on something u can get a cheaper price right... bot more stuff later that night. :) haha...

so tired now. suppose to meet my friend tmr afternoon... till then... still can rest a little..
BIG YAWNZZZ!!!!

Singapore

yup.. i'm back here for ard 2 days. singapore din change much...

went to a number of places here already... been kinda tired. felt that i haven rest much.

thought i have lotsa things to type. indeed these 2 days have been happening for me... but too tired leh.

summary:

went to king hotel for lunch. the Peneng buffet was quite nice. $30 +++... very filling.

went to my dad's office, had a interesting talk

went to bugis area.

-to the temple

-to the travel agency to change my tix

- to look for my aunt sharon

- had tea

- LEVI'S having up to 70% SALES in OG.

- bought one pair of jeans.

remembering the last day in Melbourne.

although i've said alot about cleaning up my place, i actually didn't do much. procrastination is simply ever so tempting. all thanks to angga, my floor is vacuumed, and mopped. and i meant all the floor in my house. it may seem easy but to me... haha... i'm really greatful if someone helps me out with that. haha... thanks alot boy :) you've been a great help. yup... and i cleared the kitchen... u noe... i rather take things slowly aka dilly dally and in the end, when i'm back in Singapore, i realised there's a couple of things i din do... 1. i forgot to remove a piece of chicken from the freezer when the fridge is off. this is gonna stink my fridge... solution: put tea leaves in the fridge to remove the stench. :) 2. i forgot to clean the fridge. this meant that it may be wet and stinky by the time i open it 3 months later. 3. my yard now looks like a jungle... i hope there's no snakes or other unfriendly creatures. everyone who comes over complain about out "jungle". esp those evil guys who scare us saying that " there might be snakes." "do u know snakes can get into the toilet bowl??" my gosh man... everytime time i use the toilet or take a shower, i'll look ard making sure nothing is moving ard...

well... i'm back here in singapore and i cant do about anything in melbourne... so why bother now... jus enjoy the holiday...!

cya people and in case if u wanna noe... i've a number liao and it's on msn. feel free to contact me. :)

reference...

visited mel's webby jus now and saw this interesting thing.. haha... so decided to put up here to brighten my simple site... haha...

reference...

visited mel's webby jus now and saw this interesting thing.. haha... so decided to put up here to brighten my simple site... haha...

finally exams are over. i'm not too please with performance for these exams but it's all over. wad can i say... hmmm...

well... as usual, i cant wait for next sem but before that, i shall enjoy my time... taking things slowly and savour every min... haha....

i'm going back to singapore of cuz... when? not letting u noe... :D
but be sure i'll bug u when i'm there.

so... guys... jus wait and see...
haha...

have to clean up my house. :)

非常非常郁闷。。。

我好焖哦~ 没人能了解我现在的郁闷。即使你也体会过，你又能帮我什么？不要放弃？加油？你不了解我说什么吧。。。 实际上做什么事都要靠自己。人生的道路忽然之间只剩下我一个。

天啊。请帮帮我吧。。。

感谢慈悲。。。

好气我自己

难得能用中文。 我觉得好自闭啊！
我好气我自己。 明天就考试了现在都还没准备好。

我不想再读书了。不行。太令人失望了。 我瞧不起放弃的自己。 我恨你~!!!!

growing up.

looking back at the days when i 1st came to melbourne, i felt that i was a toddler learning to walk. back in singapore, i was so protected. coming to melbourne alone exposed me to the real word. first few days here, i felt like a new born baby in the craddle, curiously absorbing anything and everything the my eyes can see. life was so fascinating, it was the beginning of a journey i longed to have. my first impression of melbourne was really good, moreover, my parents were with me. everything was taken care of, i always have them to rely on. :) life's good.

after they left, i started living my life. i know wad i want and i know how to get it. tripped along the way but everything was going well. found some really good friends that broke my fall - shuwen, lionnel, anesha, calvin... they are like family here... thanks people... and of cuz those back home who still keep in contact with me... ty, xw, hp, sl, xy, jo, mel, etc... thanks man... for all the sms, calls, emails, letters, parcels, presents... you were there jus when i needed you :) *gan dong* quote from xw:" liu yi di lei"

till then, life's so good. i guess i've never been happier. well... that's one of my peaks... soon after that, li en came to melb fro 4 months. haha... i had such a great time with him and wanling... 2 of us are so excited about everything we see... haha... life's really good. i cant describe how happy i was. :)

i really was.

back then, life's so simple. all i have to do is to take care about myself. i stay in my room with minimal communication and relationship with people. i have no internet, so i can really concentrate on my work.

learning to walk was fun. strolling along watching the little things in life pass by slowly, enjoying every scenery and every scent to it's tiniest bit. life's good. but i pushed my luck a little further, hoping to achieve more. when one learnt to walk, they become more ambitious and they start to run. during the run, things passed unnoticed and we missed out on the little happiness we once settled for, our vision blurred and we get tired too easily. without a specific goal, all of a sudden, i realised --- i'm lost. i need to get back. but i din stop running. i fell, i tripped, i tumbled and i rolled. "you'll never step in the same water twice" how true... life's never gonna be the same. i'm all wear out, confused, distracted and pissed with myself. my emotional cycles change faster than any bullet train and its peaks and troughs occur more frequent than any changes in the economy. i'm drained by my thoughts.

now,
i have to find a way out.



maybe,
i should start walking again.




*thanks for walking with me.

if i have a choice, i wanna re-live my trinity days.

those days were the peak of my life... ... ...

having exams now. lack of stress to study. not that everything is easy it's jus that this sem i've learnt alot. too tired to move on.

going back to singapore soon. so glad to be back into the shelter. back to the place i know i'm safe.

wad ever happened in melbourne will be left in melbourne for the time being. i'm going back to be the same old person i was...

o man... i hate it. cuz i cant turn back time.

i hate it.

did u experience the times when we were young, hoping to grow up faster. putting on your mom's make up or clothes and wearing her heals? well... i did wish to grow up a little faster but not to the extend of wearing my mom's clothes. i'm jus too scared to try them. haha... other than her heals, i tried her specs. haha... sound silly? i always thought wearing specs is very cool. how silly of me. haha.. now i'm stuck with it! anyway, when i put it on and look into the mirror. haha.. i thought i look like my mom. why everyone says i look like my dad? anyway... childhood memories are the sweetest for most of us i believe. i grew up in a huge family. and in addition to that, my cousins live in the same block! so most of my childhood was spent playing with the guys. i cant describe how happy i was and how protective they were. i love every single bit i spent with them. growing up with them was indeed the most enjoyable part of my life. it's kinda sad that lately everyone is busy with their own life. but still... life is still full of joy since i have something that i can hold on to whenever i'm sad.

when i was around 17, haha... i jus hope time will return back to the good old days. but of cuz such things doesn't happen in reality. growing up and hanging around with my sec sch friends is enjoyable. i'm sure all of u will agree that sec sch friends are the best. not that the rest are not. now i'm 20 and i can only dragged about it. haha... but now that i'm so drown in my work, i guess that's not stopping me from moving on.

i love to hang around with kids, cuz they believe in fairytales. they have not been exposed to the cruelity of life and they are so innocent. adorable little kids unaware of wad's surrounding them. i was watching a korean movie with some friends at my place. from when we started watching, it's all about adultery. and i was so disturbed by that movie. what about those fairytales that we have been told of? yes, i'm sure some people did find the right one for them and it's very heartwarming to see old couples holding hands, laughing while strolling along the yarra river, in the bus, cafe or anywhere. the most evil ones that i remember is the evil step mom, or the witch with the poison apples. well... that added some truth to fairytales but what about the rest. anyway... haha... come to think of it, there's so many different kinds off people out there and it's impossible to list down every single kind. fairytales are for the kids, for those who have met their true one, for those surrounded by innocent kids, and for those... ... ...

i believe in fairytales once a while when i see hope in life... even for a split sec when i see the smile of an innocent child, i feel that life is so wonderful.

jo: if your kids going for excursions, i volunteer ya.

although i'm 20, i still hope to live in the mind of youngster. when one is not exposed to any of the sadness of life, in a world of her own, believing that everyone is kind and and and the world is an amazing place. hahaha... how irrational... maybe... the only way to live happily is to ACCEPT. i'm not prepared to... till then, i'll rather be drown with tons of work. busy busy busy.

exams coming. I'm so happy to be busy! *weird girl ya* you never understand how much joy i experience from jus working 24 hours non stop. cuz you dun no...

finally, but this is the start.

hahohohoho.. finally the crappy week is over! but this is just the beginning. well... got back some of my results, and i'm quite please with them. on the average, everything got H1. thanks to all those who have helped me along the way. btw, in the Australian system, H1 is >80, H2A>75 etc. yup... hopefully my results will continue to be this way. that means "no more" slacking. OMG!!! that's really hard. wad can i say... people here say i'm super lazy. haiz. i'm such a bad influence. naughty gal.

yup... while ppl are having lecture, i'm here at home typing this. i'm really a bad gal ya? hmmm... have to go to sch later to meet my friend.cuz i have a model presentation on my birthday. yup... birthday. no big deal actually. probably other than the presents there's nothing much to look forward to. haha.. quoting from someone... "one year older but not much wiser" i seriously think that i'm getting increasely stupid as the days passed. OMG... wei shen me? you cant imagine how much trouble i got myself into. BLEAH!!!!

anyway... i doubt that stupid hp will ever be coming over here... that IDIOT! haha.... hpy dun be angry... kai wan xiao de ma! actually has always been thinking of doing an exchange prog. initially the plan was to go to UK when my bro is there. but there's no uni in London i can go with my course so there's a change of plan. den someone suggested University of British Columbia in Canada. i dun mind. never been there before but when i asked my cousin, he asked me to go to the states since he's there. but still, we'll be in different state. haiz... and most prob, i'ld like to go with someone i know instead of alone. yes. i'm scared okie... but u noe me... so much plan and only 1% fulfilled. it's all about procastinating... and it's in the "genes". haha... alrighty. It's purely my fault, shalln't drag all my ancestors into this conversation.haha... jus ME! okie...

LIfe is so dull. wad happen to me?!!!

such a effy day

wahahaa... so long din blog le... everyone jus skip this entry. everyday so fishing busy!!! so much fooling work still funding not done!!! 2 weeks of forking break!!! everyday work till footing hard till now still fusing haven complete any bloody assignment!!! i'm now fooding depressed!!! in such a foul mood and fonding hungry! but i'm so fording lazy to move around. 3 more days have to hand in my flowing assignment. suppose to write fliting 2000 words now cant pen down a single word cuz no information. such a fishball week!!! argh i'm now damn pissed with myself !!!

"non instruction" period

yes, for two weeks, i'm don't have any lectures or tutorials. sounds like a HOLIDAY? hmm... but nobody say it is one. wad's stated in the lecture schdule is "non-instruction period".
it's been 6 days into the so called "holiday" and i'm already half dead! mainly sch work, partly personal relationship. haiz. why why why? someone. please enlighten me. i'm so indecisive and it's getting me. haiz.
been out the whole day. and nope, not shopping, not chilling around, not playing, not anything that i like. i'm actually mugging. I'M STUDYING K. WORKING VERY HARD K. who says i dun study. well, my pace may be too slow but chill, life's not about studying k. o man... shalln't talk about that now. in this period, studying is a form of escapism. or maybe not. have to continue my work.

slogging.

nuthin to write

finally! an end to the busy week. People in Unimel: Embrace the 2 weeks of "non-instruction" period ba.

hee... but hor... still damn busy... haiz..
dunno wad to write leh. hmm... ya lar... nuthin much...

ciao. haha...

phew... jus handed up my macro economics CALM.
thanks for all the people who contributed to the completion of the assignment.

special thanks to (scroll) :

Leng Lee (my tutor) *clap clap*
Ting ying *clap clap clap*
Angga *clap clap hugs*
Joachim * clap clap*
keng Soon *clap clap!!!*

thanks people!!!

let me get organise here what i have to do:
1. Portfolio 1
2. Ct tut -.-"
3. monday: CT test
4. thursday: Production meeting
5. friday: City Presentation
6. Site report
7. City Essay on the same day as 6.

cant think of anything at this moment
:)

Sekali Ini Saja

Sekali Ini Saja

Bersamamu, Kulewati lebih dari seribu malam
Bersamamu yang kumau, namun kenyataannya tak sejalan

Tuhan bila masihku diberi kesempatan, izinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya, biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

Tak sanggup bila harus jujur hidup tanpa hembusan nafasnya

Tuhan bila waktu dapat kuputar kembali sekali lagi untuk mencitanya
Namun bila waktuku telah habis dengannya, biarkan cinta ini,
biarkan cinta ini hidup untuk sekali ini saja.

presentation

i hate presentations... i'll be so nervous that if i have my notes with me, i'll practically be reading them in front of the class. but hopefully, this will not happen this time. i'll be having a presentation on a Japanese modernist architect- Kenzo Tange and i've done a number of research on him hopefully i will not screw up everything on that day. anyone who is interested in architecture can visit this website : http://www.ktaweb.com/profile/en_works.html. he also designed a number of buildings in singapore!!! these are the buildings i'll be presenting...









This is a bird's eyeview of Saint Mary's cathedral in Tokyo, 1964. see... it's a crucifix!!!














This is the National Olympic Gymnasium in Tokyo, 1964. the bigger one is for swimming and the smaller one is for badminton and tennis.









This is the New Tokyo City Hall, 1991. It's a mini city.
















source: http://www.ktaweb.com/profile/en_works.html

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i never knew i was such a pessimistic person. really... and being that had crippled many things in my life. i shall start thinking positively, like wad my friend say, making my disadvantage into an advantage. hee... have some confidence mate!!!
i've decided to give it all... it's either now or never. no more hesitation or thinking too much... nek... everything i do from today onwards will be my best! that's the goal i set for myself. I'm going to multitask and i'm going to do that well. so much for talking. it's time to put plans into action. haha...

"i can do it" - u will when u believe.

anyway... to carry out the promise i had to myself and my friend, i decided to get my lazy bum out of my comfort zone and i went to school. after having breakfast, i went to the sport centre 10 mins late. well... i thought i saw my friend inside, so i went in. to my dismay, it was someone else. nvm, since i'm in the class, i cant jus leave cuz it's so rude and distracting. the steps he did today wasn't as strenuous as before so everything wasn't too bad... but as there's odd number in the class, my instructor paired everybody up but i had to do a single. haha... guess wad? in the end, i became his partner and had to demonstrate the moves with him. haiyo... first time stand right in front of the class, felt quite shy... haha... and we are suppose to stand side my side and hit our bums towards each other... haha.. so paiseh... den i think i did it quite hard... haha.. den he say..."gently..." damn maluating lar... kekeke... after that, i tried to go to the back of the class and he called me back. -.-" den he mentioned... haha... "i've got the smallest person in my class as my partner." hmmm... i wonder if that's a compliment. cuz if someone say u are a HUGE person, would u be happy? haha... hmmm... i'm not too sure about that. depending wad he's refering to. if he say i've a huge heart... that would be nice, a huge appetite... i have to admit... a huge... haha... i shall jus leave it there... yes, i'm small, physically, but dun underestimate me okie... hohoho... does it sound like a threat? for a sec, i felt empowered. haha, by my own delusion...

anyway... i skipped lecture today again. but... i'm going to stay at home to do some catching up with that subjects. going to start working hard... everybody says i'm a slacker. i dunno if that's a compliment again. cuz if he says i'm slack but i produce results, that means i'm smart isn't it? haha... but he says i'm slack, it can also refer that i'm a lazy person. well... u bet i am. haiya... this is getting nowhere... kekeke... wadever~

on my way home yesterday, angga was telling me the essay title of the subject "The world is an amazing place" okie.. that's a political science subject. the first time i heard it, my reaction was... "what duh?" haha... anyway, he was telling me the definition of politics which i can hardly remember but it's something like a power game. i dunno if i interpret it wrongly or not, it's the study of power. well... okie, this makes some sense to me in a way and i find it appealing. i hated politics, cuz to me, that's wad the government do and i have totally no interest. but anyway, one of the questions is something like "is there politics among skateboarders?" okie... i paraphrased it based on my understanding of the question. haha... an essay question like this. how will u write it? if he din explain to me about the relationship of politics and power, i would have just go "HUH? WAT DUH..." but i din... haha... i felt smart for a milli sec. haha...

ciao... gonna be a very hardworking and enthu girl...
annotated bibliography by 10 am tmr.

the IN thing ~ FITNESS

Hee... i've received a number of feedback that i'm getting fatter... haha... be it true or ppl are jus teasing me... i decided to join some Group Fit classes to keep FIT... haha... it's $32.50 per month. and u can go as many times as u want. so the more times u go, the cheaper is wach lesson... if i go 4 days a week choosing from monday to sunday, it costs me 2 bucks each.

Classes i attend often..

BODY JAM!!! (5 stars)
I L.O.V.E this.. it's so groovy. haha... and it's always so crowded. i think the instructor should seriously consider increasing the number of classes he have. Presently, there's only one class available on tuesday 6.30pm. okie... basically, this is like a multi-nationality dance lesson, we did some indian dance, some mexican dance, some hip hop... u noe... a little bit of everything. some turning ard, some hands, some bending, some jerking, some body roll, some shaking, some jumping and hoping around... haha... AND the instructor... he's so so so good and cool... watching him do the steps is like... WOW* den when i saw my own reflection, i felt like puking*... haiz... so ppl jus need more time to master... haha... toking about fast learner... tsk tsk tsk...

omg... today angga saw me during the lesson from outside... i felt like digging a hole to cover my face... so malu

Cardio funk!!! (5 stars)
okie... unlike Body Jam, this is not as fun cuz it's really tiring!!! no joke... if u go with an empty stomach, u will definitely puke with all the spinning and jogging and high kick turn, some kung fu movements and fast actions... i think the instructor is really inspired by Jit lee, Jacky Chan and Bruce lee movies... whahaha... it's cool TO See... if u can do it, it'll be wonderful... and of cuz... nuthin comes easy!!! it's definitely hard work!!! but it's a great work out, u'll perspire till ur clothes are wet and all u'll want after that is a nice cool bath, plenty of water and some delicious food... yummy!!! and after that, you'll be contented the whole day... sometimes exercising can make u really happy and wad more... this is dance!!! i'll be going tomorrow. i hope... hee... it's really really worth the time and effort. a must go if u dun have much time but wanna work out.

Hip Hop Funk. (2.5 stars)
well... my friend really like this cuz of the instructor. No doubt she's good but i think the way she teaches the dance is way too slow. thus, we learn too little things in ine hour. i only went once, maybe going more often will change my perspective.

Body Balance (4 stars)
this increases our flexibility. it comprises of some tai chi and pilates and yoga. simple movements but have great effect on our body. good relaxing musics and movements. generally working core muscles. can have great sense of satisfaction if u can do as good as the instructor. hee... i'm not that good yet but for some movements, i have my small bits of satisfaction. :)

Fitball (4.5 stars)
with this exercise, each of us have to have a ball.. u noe those kind of big rubbery ball where u can bounce on it... haha... this is not a slack class to be in... haha... can by very tiring to the muscles but not the person as a whole. can be fun depending on what the instructor teaches, but no matter wad, muscles will ache... haha... remember the first time i went, i'm already complaining within myself when it's only half way thru the class. But i manage to stay thru the whole class k.

Body Step (4.5 stars)
Okie. THIS is very very TIRING... for this we have to step up and down as if like a stairs and there's hardly any break. super duper tiring... but it's good for the legs. hmmm... but i wonder will my calves be super muscular... haha.. i dun wan it to be huge leh... maybe jus toned. but i have yet gone for the 2nd time... maybe once every 2-3 weeks. haha... how huh? will this increase the size of our calves? haha... i have no idea man... i hope not... haha... ya... call me vain...

yup... that's basically what i've attempted so far... haha... been quite lazy last week... maybe this week is the time to make my money worth while... hee...
that's all folks. hopefully next time i can take some pics during classes so u'll have an idea how they are... haha...
ciao ppl...

haiz...

today is another sunny day... hee... but today is slightly hotter than yesterday... had korean food yesterday at Seoul House. so happy... the food damn good... haha... den angga's treat... yippee....

anyway... today is a damn )(*(&^%$ day. feel so sian the WHOLE day... haiz... tmr have test and so many tutorials still not done... seriously... i'm going to die for tmr's test man... 300 odd definition... super brain oso can absorb much lar... haiz... but tonight's dinner will be good. angga cooked my fav chicken... indonesian style... haha.. and i cooked soup... it's good k... haiz... damn sian... at this rate i'm learning, i no need to sleep tonight liao... ciao ppl...

shall eat my dinner now...

GOOD NIGHT.

so sunny today...

lalalaAAa...!!! the sun is shining so brightly and i can feel the warmth in my room... nope... it's not heat... it's WARMTH... hee... well guess this marks the end of winter and the start of SPRing... sitting next to the window and for now, i'm glad that my room is facing the afternoon sun... come to think of it i doubt i ever publish the pics of my apartment here on blogspot... okie...

so here they are...

yup!!! this is my room. looks kinda pathetic ar? i'm considering to buy a bed frame one day... still looking out for cheap ones... to the right is my table and infront of my bed is the wardrobe. see... so sunny... it's like natural heater during winter...

This is my kitchen... it's kinda small and i hate it... yup... u can see my room from this pic too... it's at the extreme right. and the toilet is directly opposite to the kitchen and my housemate's room is to the right of mine. and yes... i've a keyboard becuz my housemate wanted to buy one. now it's rotting on the floor... it's a very good one k.. according to professionals... haha... but anyway... my friend come here to practice for church and it's a good entertainment during gathering... we will sit around the sofa and my friends would perform... she's a professional k... haha... live music, good food and friends around... that's one of the pleasures of life. anyway... my house is like a club house... we offer good food and entertainment. when u are bored, u can always play PS2. haha... u want music... we have live band - keyboard, guitar, singer -definitely not me... haha... multi talented artists here... we even have a drummer to be...

this is the view from my kitchen. that's the main door and we have a garden. my place is kinda messy... my housemate and i are kinda lazy. haha... or rather we are busy ppl. haha... excuses... but we are... !!! busy i mean...

okie.. the pic is a bit fuzzy... this is the living room. pic taken from infront of the kitchen. basically my living room is kinda empty and messy... haha... we hang ard this ard for meals, games, group study etc...

this pic was taken during the first month after moving in. straight thru the corridor is my room. see... my table was not fixed yet... and the laptops are on the floor. the orange mat on the floor is the entrance to the toilet.

this is my toilet. haha... kinda obvious right.

better continue my work... ciao ppl...

i cant draw!!!

ya... felt really bad in my class jus now... so embarrassed by the fact i cant draw and the ppl sitting ard me are architects to be... boohoo... my tutor was going down the row checking our work and her comments was good, good, o... nice..., andden she stops in front of me and my heart skip a beat. i hide my work and chuckled... hee... well... she smiled but i bet she was speechless at my drawings... den she taught me how i should go about doing that... haiz... really wanted to dig a hole and put my face in... haiz. there's a reason why i'm not taking architecture u now... i CANT DRAw... but still she's nice lar. aha... still have to find some ways... haha... that's wad friends are for right... damn... now she knows i cant draw wouldn't it be too obvious if i ask my friend to help me.... haiz...wadever lar... i'll hand in something eventually or i'll fail this subject.... choy!!! i'll BE FINE...

been really busy

Sorry peeps been really busy with my work lately and once i reached home, i fell dead asleep on my bed liao. recently jus handed up my management essay. supposedly a 5 ppl work only 4 ppl do it. and the other guy who din do anything had a scholarship from melb uni. heck... NATO... no action talk only... seriously that guy... say wanna pass us his part on friday, in the end email to us one week later when we are all pressing for time. and the work that he gave " WHAT!!! bullshit" haiz... den in the end we redo the whole thing again... hopefully our grades will be good... but damn... no wonder he wanna do group work... den he can jus rely on us to get good grades... haha...

slept immediately after i reached home yesterday. had some dreams so i woke up in the middle of the night. den i stared into space, trying to get some sleep for more than an hour... finally back to lala land... again... woke up cuz i have some weird dreams... guess i must have felt very insecure... haiz... anyway... becuz of that i missed two lectures. i've been skipping lectures recently... ya ya ya ... i know it's not good... yes... i admit i'm already slacking behind... but haiz... lazy ar... haha...

anyway.... felt really good to be busy. so ciao ppl... have to work now... later going to my piggy's place for dinner... take care ya...

NAKED.

have u ever see anyone NAKED in Singapore? yes... i mean TOTALLY NAKED. well... if i'm not wrong, it's condsider illegal isn't it? but obviously it's not the case here... haha....
I considered myself lucky for this case to have yet seen it for myself but according to many people in my uni, they saw NAKED students of both genders walking around uni in protest against VSU. well... not too sure wad's that but if i'm not wrong, it's the protest against the abolishment of the student union or something like that... There's lotsa compaigns happening in uni against it but going NAKED is definitely one of THE most absurb way. i dun really understand how that might help against that but ya... some people are jus courageous enuff... and u noe wad... it's winter now. although it's already towards the end of winter... the weather here is reasonbly cold. other than walking ard uni naked, they even enter into lecture threatres and stood infront of hundreds of students and do strange stuff. wow... pei fu pei fu... *speechless.

anyway... i had my online test result. I jus passed. haiz... gotta work harder.
but sleep is more important...
my friends are really making a din in my living room. Guys jus cant gather together to play Winning Eleven. they will jus shout till the building collapse man...
Chill guys... it's jus a game... okie... relax...

ciao ppl. take care!

Bosan

came across this pic today... somewhere in my com... so decided to post it. this guy in the middle is the first person i noe in CMC. He was initially in my intake, but he decided to change to the normal intake. enjoyed his company in the kitchen. haha... i always start preparing but he always finish cleaning up his dishes faster than me. haha... now he's taking property and construction too... so happy to know more people in my course. u noe... the number of people i noe here is really pathetic... so everyone counts... hee...
Me, Fendi, Angga

MY LIFE HERE.

Well basically, as u noe i'm in Australia, Melbourne, to be exact. It's been a year, 1 month and 11 days since the first time i came here to study.
I've moved out of my first accomodation at CMC which i miss alot. (how i wish i could stay there again but it's simply too expensive for a poor person like me. it cost me ard A$400 more than the place i'm presently staying at !!!) haiz... and i'm currently staying 15 mins away from campus, compared to CMC which is jus a min away cuz it's across the street.
As u noe... i'm always late, but i'm really trying to kick off that bad habit... *really... hee... some people jus need more time and i think i'm one of them... it's jus a matter of time and i will change. i promise... :)
hee... being single was really different from my current status. Now, i have to be more considerate... but my housemate would understand perfectly that i'm not a very neat person... heha.. sorry sorry sorry.... haha... bear with me k... :)

let me intro my de... on his birthday:

this is my housemate... who loves BOLLYWOOD. and always very kind to share her TAMIL and HINDI movies with me. some are really good but they are really really long.. haha... definitely a good bargain to watch in cinema like wad my de said... haha... like watching 2 movies with the price of one... hee...

okie... another very important person who always help me in my essays during the trinity months is... *drumroll... Lionnel. and yes... it's not a typo error. his name is spelt with double 'n'.

and of cuz my lil pig, shuwen... see her everyday at during the trinity days but she seems to MIA once uni started... Warning... she's lucir (tamil word for "MAD")... haha... and for those who are interested, she's taken... hee...

and the ever generous calvin... and yup taller one is Cal and the shorter on is Lionnel. haha.. he's one a xm taller than me... okie... to be really honest... 3-4 cm taller. :) i'm so proud of myself... haha...

well... these few are my good friends here... my gathering khakis... it's not the quantity but the quality of friends u have... haha... a group of crazy fellows... not all... jus specific weirdos like me... haha... o ya... and more... assignments friends next time... we always do our property and construction assignments together... shall intro to u guys soon... have to take pics first... till then... ciao...

take care pple... have fun ya...