"non instruction" period

yes, for two weeks, i'm don't have any lectures or tutorials. sounds like a HOLIDAY? hmm... but nobody say it is one. wad's stated in the lecture schdule is "non-instruction period".
it's been 6 days into the so called "holiday" and i'm already half dead! mainly sch work, partly personal relationship. haiz. why why why? someone. please enlighten me. i'm so indecisive and it's getting me. haiz.
been out the whole day. and nope, not shopping, not chilling around, not playing, not anything that i like. i'm actually mugging. I'M STUDYING K. WORKING VERY HARD K. who says i dun study. well, my pace may be too slow but chill, life's not about studying k. o man... shalln't talk about that now. in this period, studying is a form of escapism. or maybe not. have to continue my work.

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