for the past few weeks, i've been picking up the pieces of my shattered life. i've been very emotional about my breakup. i never thought i'm gonna feel this way. and yes... Now i know.

i've been trying to console myself but to no avail. it only draws me deeper into my memories. there's so much i want to tell him. but i guess i should not pester him too much... it seems he's living well... so i guess that says everything.

hp:
hey... thanks for that seafood dinner... haha... xin ku ni le. xian zai kan le ye you dian pai le. but go there and zou zou still okie. so when do u wanna walk there again? hahaaa... and thanks for the 24/7 uncle EMO hotline. haha... but ni ke yi jing ye yi dian ma... sometimes da ye bu ting... haha.... but still thanks alot ya... that night i really sui de hen hao... yin wei too tired le. haha... good good... when again leh? i think u need more exercise? ask the gang and we go try cable skiing lar... FREE leh... den can take xw chu chou de video. haha... i may be going bangkok leh... when are u going? wahhaa... dun jiam me... you shi hao shang liang...

xy:
sorry i gave u a fright that day. haha... now u noe the reason. i'll take care of myself. dun worry. go get a microphone so we can skype k? i'm not a dj. haha.. so dun jus listen and laugh at me. :D

lionnel: doubt u'll ever see this cuz u dunno my website. but hey... thanks for the calls. i know u'll call only when u are damn bored and u dun care at all... but thanks for your time. :D btw... i think hammIE is nicer than hammy. wahaha... anyway, i think my family's gonna get a dog soon. most prob a HUSKY... i'll name it after u... :P see u back in melbourne. i know u dragged it but it's jus a month's time away. so ya.. enjoy ur holiday!

xw: KTV bu yao chang san lun che le... i prefer liang ge qia qia hao. :) i'm serious. hp... dun pang... sing with us... plus action.wahaha... let's go get jia fa... hahaa...